I’m an ambitious person. I’ve always looked out into the world with wonder. I want to do all the things, go to all the places, and live my life to the fullest. However, since my MS diagnosis I have found myself questioning myself and my ability. Ambitions / Dreams / Adventures I want to learn…
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I don’t really know where to begin or how to put into words how I have been feeling as of late. I have tried many times. Best I can summarize it is that I’ve been feeling really lost, stuck, and a little broken. I feel like I don’t really know who I am anymore. I…
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Another night, another blog written in the dark embrace of my bedroom. My heated blanket hugging me. The sweet tunes from this playlist labeled “acoustic doze-off” have me energized. My mind is racing, my legs are bouncing to the rhythm once more.
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It’s just another rainy night in Seattle as I sit here on the bed with my headphones and iPad wrapped in some of my favorite blankets. The music has my legs bouncing up and down, while my partner lays beside me sleeping soundly.
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This is the tale of my being diagnosed with a chronic autoimmune disease and how I navigated it all in isolation amid a global pandemic. I wrote this as a means of processing what I have been going through.
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I have spent a year trying to figure out how to write about this topic. The topic of my bottom surgery and the effects it had on my state of being. It’s difficult to describe, it’s more than I thought it would be. Prior to the procedure, the only somewhat comparable experience I had to…
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When I started this blog I did so with the intent to inform and educate, instead, it largely became an outlet for me whenever I had a bad day. Fortunately, my good days vastly outnumber the bad, so these pages only occasionally grew in number. As I confidently pursue the next chapter of my journey…
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What’s it like to be trans? How do you know? That seems a rare sense of self-awareness at such a young age, don’t you think? These are no doubt just some of the common questions the trans-community faces on a daily bases, as our cis-compatriots struggle to try and make sense of our very existence.…
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This is something I wrote long ago but never published as it was quite dark. It was something I needed to work through on my own prior to sharing it publicly. Maybe I am broken… I feel deeply for others in their suffering, I support them in their protests, and cheer them on in their…
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As I am steadily marching towards the next major milestone of my transition I can’t help but sit here wondering what drives me to pursue this procedure? Why do I want this? What are my expectations of going through with this? As those of you closest to me already know, I have decided to have…
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