Permanence and Clown Noses

By: Emma Renee January 6, 2019January 6, 2019 TransitionGCS, GRS, SRS, VaginoplastyLeave a Comment

As I am steadily marching towards the next major milestone of my transition I can’t help but sit here wondering what drives me to pursue this procedure? Why do I want this? What are my expectations of going through with this? As those of you closest to me already know, I have decided to have…

The Cold Embrace

By: Emma Renee October 26, 2018 TransitionLeave a Comment

Something happened yesterday. Something which struck me down to my core. It was completely unexpected, and it shocked me in a way that I haven’t felt in a long time. It was something so small, seemingly insignificant, yet it stuck with me all day. While I certainly haven’t hidden my discomfort with my voice, it…

Ones and Zeros

By: Emma Renee September 2, 2018September 2, 2018 TransitionLeave a Comment

I think the world is inherently binary. Yet I sit here exploring the idea that I am not. As an Engineer, everything in my life can generally be described in a series of True/False statements, a boolean value, a series of ones and zeros — binary. Yet when it comes to gender, the binary system we have…

You’ve got a Match!

By: Emma Renee September 1, 2018September 2, 2018 Sexuality, TransitionLeave a Comment

It’s been a while since I last shared my thoughts and experiences on these pages. A full month without a post has passed. Sorry about that, I haven’t really felt myself for the better part of six weeks. My hormone levels have been out of bounds ever since my procedure at the end of June.…

Life Skills

By: Emma Renee July 25, 2018 Life, TransitionLeave a Comment

I got to spend some time with my sister this evening, who had a number of interesting theories regarding what I described in my last blog post “Words“. We talked about depression and what I was going through for some time as I struggled to describe to her what exactly I am going through. We…

Words

By: Emma Renee July 22, 2018 Life1 Comment

Some days the words just flow and quickly form a cohesive thought. Other times it’s like pulling teeth. I love to write, yet some days decoding how I feel and bundling it into a few short paragraphs for you to digest can seem a near impossibility. Despite this love of writing, I often don’t seem…

Defined transition?

By: Emma Renee June 29, 2018June 29, 2018 TransitionLeave a Comment

Something I have noticed over the past year is that most people seem to think that there is a set order of steps that Transgender individuals must go through as part of their transition. I, of course, can’t speak for all colors of people within our very diverse community, but I can speak to my…

About Me

Who am I? Boy… the question that started it all. Where would I be today without those three simple words? There are many labels that one might use to describe me, the one which is likely most relevant to you if you are reading this is trans. While this is certainly not a label I…

Project Portfolio

Here are some things I have been working on. Yup, I do stuff… sometimes.

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