Truly Profound

By: Emma Renee October 31, 2020December 23, 2020 Life, Mental Health, TransitionLeave a Comment

I have spent a year trying to figure out how to write about this topic. The topic of my bottom surgery and the effects it had on my state of being. It’s difficult to describe, it’s more than I thought it would be. Prior to the procedure, the only somewhat comparable experience I had to…

The Next Chapter

By: Emma Renee October 1, 2019October 31, 2020 Life, TransitionLeave a Comment

When I started this blog I did so with the intent to inform and educate, instead, it largely became an outlet for me whenever I had a bad day. Fortunately, my good days vastly outnumber the bad, so these pages only occasionally grew in number. As I confidently pursue the next chapter of my journey…

How did you know?

By: Emma Renee July 4, 2019July 4, 2019 Life, TransitionLeave a Comment

What’s it like to be trans? How do you know? That seems a rare sense of self-awareness at such a young age, don’t you think? These are no doubt just some of the common questions the trans-community faces on a daily bases, as our cis-compatriots struggle to try and make sense of our very existence.…

Broken

By: Emma Renee June 27, 2019September 20, 2020 Mental Health, Transitiondepression

This is something I wrote long ago but never published as it was quite dark. It was something I needed to work through on my own prior to sharing it publicly. Maybe I am broken… I feel deeply for others in their suffering, I support them in their protests, and cheer them on in their…

Permanence and Clown Noses

By: Emma Renee January 6, 2019January 6, 2019 TransitionGCS, GRS, SRS, VaginoplastyLeave a Comment

As I am steadily marching towards the next major milestone of my transition I can’t help but sit here wondering what drives me to pursue this procedure? Why do I want this? What are my expectations of going through with this? As those of you closest to me already know, I have decided to have…

The Cold Embrace

By: Emma Renee October 26, 2018 TransitionLeave a Comment

Something happened yesterday. Something which struck me down to my core. It was completely unexpected, and it shocked me in a way that I haven’t felt in a long time. It was something so small, seemingly insignificant, yet it stuck with me all day. While I certainly haven’t hidden my discomfort with my voice, it…

Ones and Zeros

By: Emma Renee September 2, 2018September 2, 2018 TransitionLeave a Comment

I think the world is inherently binary. Yet I sit here exploring the idea that I am not. As an Engineer, everything in my life can generally be described in a series of True/False statements, a boolean value, a series of ones and zeros — binary. Yet when it comes to gender, the binary system we have…

About Me

Who am I? Boy… the question that started it all. Where would I be today without those three simple words? There are many labels that one might use to describe me, the one which is likely most relevant to you if you are reading this is trans. While this is certainly not a label I…

Project Portfolio

Here are some things I have been working on. Yup, I do stuff… sometimes.

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Truly Profound

By: Emma Renee October 31, 2020December 23, 2020

Life, Mental Health, TransitionLeave a Comment

The Next Chapter

By: Emma Renee October 1, 2019October 31, 2020

Life, TransitionLeave a Comment

How did you know?

By: Emma Renee July 4, 2019July 4, 2019

Life, TransitionLeave a Comment

Broken

By: Emma Renee June 27, 2019September 20, 2020

Mental Health, Transitiondepression

Permanence and Clown Noses

By: Emma Renee January 6, 2019January 6, 2019

TransitionGCS, GRS, SRS, VaginoplastyLeave a Comment

The Cold Embrace

By: Emma Renee October 26, 2018

TransitionLeave a Comment

Ones and Zeros

By: Emma Renee September 2, 2018September 2, 2018

TransitionLeave a Comment

You’ve got a Match!

By: Emma Renee September 1, 2018September 2, 2018

Sexuality, TransitionLeave a Comment

It’s been a while since I last shared my thoughts and experiences on these pages. A full month without a post has passed. Sorry about that, I haven’t really felt myself for the better part of six weeks. My hormone levels have been out of bounds ever since my procedure at the end of June.…

Life Skills

By: Emma Renee July 25, 2018

Life, TransitionLeave a Comment

I got to spend some time with my sister this evening, who had a number of interesting theories regarding what I described in my last blog post “Words“. We talked about depression and what I was going through for some time as I struggled to describe to her what exactly I am going through. We…